BEAUTY IN BONES

"Oh great. Here I go again, Im stuck in this rut.
And Im not sure how to begin. Should I tell you everything?
I'm feeling out of luck, so I wont see you soon,
cause I know its too soon for you to see me.
If this is the last thing you do just tell me that its okay for me to have these feelings for you,
And that its normal to want to call you.
Oh I'm dialing the phone and I'm letting it ring for hours and I'm pretending to hear your voice.
Why does my heart always beat before yours does?
After a while you can make yourself believe in almost anything,
So I'm making myself believe in you."



I love you.

my eyelids are heavy, and the night's wearing on
your story's familiar, and your innocence is gone
we'd burn like the morning then break like your heart
fall in love without warning just to fall back apart
all fevered and blistered, with nothing at stake
i feel the warmth of a whisper, and the cold of my mistakes




theres not much i feel obliged to share or talk about.
i probably wont add you back.